To My Sixteen Year Old Self,

PP.5

To my sixteen year old self,

Don’t worry friend, it gets better.
Not easier, but better.
Not simpler, but better.

Once you stop focusing on everything that makes you angry and begin putting energy into what makes you happy.  You’ll be pleasantly surprised to find, the one thing you’ve been searching for all this time.

A little peace of mind.

IMG_1513
What a find.
There I was, packing my worldly possessions when I began going through some old art stuff.  I found this gem stuck between a self portrait (omg I created that thing… smh) and a poster size rendition of a superhero based on myself.

This was from 2000.  I imagine it was a school project, because I can clearly remember my younger self firmly disliking collages (I felt it was cheating using other peoples work… Which is hilarious considering how much I enjoy creating Photograph Composites in Photoshop now :D), so I can only imagine this being a school assignment for my 10th grade art class.

I took a picture of the collage and decided to post it, but the picture wasn’t clear at all (camera phone), so instead of pulling out my real camera, I decided I’d play with some image adjustment layers in Photoshop and see if I couldn’t make the image more readable.

PP

I did and after cropping it, I surely felt it was a step in the right direction, but I still wasn’t content.  Maybe part of this need to go farther was influenced by the fact about an hour later on a food break I realized I did not post anything yesterday, thus missing my first day all month.

:Shakes Angry Fist at the Sky:

So, I decided I’d play with some filters and see what would happen.

PP.1.0

I settled on a texture filter (Filter>Filter Gallery>Texture>Texturizer) and played with the idea of erasing the borders of the original image, with my waterbrush brush I created the other day.

PP.1.1

Well I couldn’t stop there…

PP.1.2

Border was starting to disapear, but now I had this floating madness I needed to connect with everything else.

PP.1.3

I began working up the shapes and volume.
But when I began adding outlines, to separate the different photographs from each other I saw a real difference.  I also painted over some of the letters with a bright white to make the sentences easier on the eyes.

PP.3

Happy with how it was looking I saved it as a jpg (50% of it’s size) and then opened it back in Photoshop and added another texture filter to unify the whole image.

PP.4

I ended up going back and lowing the settings on that filter, which helped it not look so Photoshopped, but the hand coming down from the clouds really felt flat and just stuck out to my eye.  So I did the squinty eye thing and just looked at the shapes, colors, and values.

That bottom right corner just stuck out as a dead zone, with the “Question Mark” floating by itself, disconnected from everything else.  So I began getting rid of the straight lines by adding more cloud like stuff that matched the angle of the arm coming down from the clouds, which seemed to bring everything together seamlessly.

PP.5

After a couple hours of work, I brought my sixteen year old concept out of the dusty tombs of my cardboard high school portfolio and into the digital world of my wordpress blog.

*Side note – This is why I suck at packing.  I always managed to get suckered into taking a trip down memory lane and loose focus on the task at hand.  Luckily when I look at the collage, I feel like my younger self is giving me a thumbs up.  🙂

All is well.
One more post and I beat my best record of 28 posts in one month.

-Jesse

“Stop with the labels… because we are not jam jars; we are extraordinary, different, wonderful people.”  – Caroline Casey

Where’s My Chainsaw?

0019.11

I’m going to have to do something with that tree.. It’s cutting the image in half and it’s making me rage.  I attempted to get it to flow into and out of the two halves, but it still feels like it’s causing too much seperation in the image.

I might look at it later when I’ve calmed down.
I ended up just rendering her, but I need to go back and work on the background so it doesn’t fall too far behind in the detail department.

0019.6

0019.11

-Jesse

“We all have our time machines. Some take us back, they’re called memories. Some take us forward, they’re called dreams.”  – Jeremy Irons

Superdad

Superdad

I made this image about two years ago for a school project, where we made ecards using Adobe Flash.  My dad’s been such a huge impact in my life these last couple years.

I probably should have saved this post for Fathers Day, but what the hey.

Last day of work.  😀
I move Saturday, Super Excited!!!

-Jesse

 

“Laughter is the greatest weapon we have and we, as humans, use it the least.” – Mark Twain

HiHo

0019.6

It’s off to work I go.
I swear I have the most fun when I only have a limited time to create… and then my time is up and I have to stop.
*Shakes fist at the sky*

0019.1

Started off using the mouse and holding shift to get a blocky linework going.  Throwing shapes, colors and values in the background just to create some visual noise and get the creative juices flowing.

0019.2

Still using the mouse (also still zoomed out), creating separation through values and colors.  I felt a warrior or fighter vibe when I first seen the pose, so I started pushing that idea with the spear/staff.

The green in the background reminded me of leaves blowing in the wind, so I gave her some hair that mirrored that same flow or movement.

0019.3

Started to get an idea of what I wanted the background to be… kinda seen the Chinese cliff/forest landscape forming in my mind.  More volume by adding values and created more breathing room for the character by stretching the canvas to the right more.

0019.4

I hid the reference image and began filling in the rest of the background it was hiding.

0019.5

Up to this point, I used only the mouse to paint.  Kept everything simple, blocky, and just focused on shapes, volume, color and composition.  I felt almost everything was working how I wanted it to and began using my Bamboo tablet to start refining our character.

0019.6

And this is where I forced myself to stop.
It’s my second to last day at work and all I want to do is sit at home and finish this painting.  🙂

Until Next Time

-Jesse

 

“The greatest mistake you can make in life is to continually be afraid you will make one.” – Elbert Hubbard

Serpanceta

0018

-Jesse

 

“By being yourself, you put something wonderful in the world that was not there before.” – Edwin Elliot

Don’t Wanna Stop

 

0017.10
Life getting in the way of me creating… Would have loved to spend a couple more hours on this one.

0017.10017.20017.30017.40017.50017.60017.70017.80017.9

0017.10

Until next time.

-Jesse

 

“The course of true love never did run smooth.” William Shakespeare, A Midsummer Night’s Dream

 

Yelo Fellow

0016

One week until my move.
So much to pack up… I should probably get started sometime soon.  😀

-Jesse

 

“The most important thing is to be true to yourself.” – Prince

Before the Day’s End

0015.9

What a beautiful day.
-Jesse

“Watch with glittering eyes the whole world around you because the greatest secrets are hidden in the most unlikely places.” – Roald Dahl

Aquaxploration

0014

Mission final version submissive.
Submarines.

-Jesse

 

“Believe in yourself. If you don’t, then no one else will have a reason to.” -Unknown

Snail Pace

0009.24

-Jesse

“Don’t get set into one form, adapt it and build your own, and let it grow, be like water.” – Bruce Lee

 

I’m Going to Bed Now.

0013.8

Probably should have went to bed a long time ago.  smh

0013.10013.20013.30013.40013.50013.60013.70013.8

-Jesse

 

“Failures, repeated failures, are finger posts on the road to achievement. One fails forward toward success.” – Charles F. Kettering

Well That Escalated Quickly

0012.4

Those frustrating moments when you force yourself to work and you spend hours being frustrated.  Well I randomly wanted to make a new brush, so I played with that for about ten minutes… then I decided to start throwing paint around… then I remembered this cool photo album an artist I follow on FB posted earlier today (when I was procrastinating on doing art).  I started to look through it and found a bunch of reference gems on there.

Here’s a couple I liked.

The last I really liked the hair so I chose that one to play with.

0012.10012.20012.30012.4

Fun times.
With finding a starting point being such a nuisance, I might start doing this more often.

-Jesse

“Tell me and I will forget, show me and I might remember, involve me and I will understand.”
-Confucius